| So I'm somewhere in the USA being a criminal with 134 AMAZING people! call me! WRITE ME! come see me! |
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| I hate that I can't say what I feel....because that would cause trouble and make life harder. |
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| It's happening again. I'm getting into the whole I miss drum corps mode again. I was just thinking about how different this summer is going to be, but not because I'm going to be in the bccg. I was thinking about how all of the age outs won't be around. It's going to be so odd. The sad thing is more people go every year, and I guess before you know it it will be my turn to age out. Three summers seems like a long time away. It seems like the summer only lasted a short time anyways. How fast is three more going to go by. I only have three more. thats it. Why didnt i start when i was sixteen? I've been pretty lucky to have the opportunity I've had. I havent been cut from too many things in life. The only thing ive never gotten was a role as the little boy in the secret garden when i was 12. I didnt make the cavaliers. ( I could now BTW I just dont want to) and my sophmore year i didnt get to play the star spangled banner at a Bball game because my band director gave it to a senior piano player. Every thing else I've gotten a spot in. Thoes spots werent handed over to me. I had to work extremely hard for them. The sad thing is is that im not that talented. I just want somthing so bad so i work so hard to prepare for those auditions that im just good enough to make the cut on that stuff alone. I wish I were better at it. I try to think what else I want to achieve as a performer and there is only one major goal that I am going to seek. It is a few years away from now, but someday I want to spin with the Pride of cincinnati. I realize that every time i audition for a group they only get harder and harder, but this is what I really want, but if im going to achive it I need to start working for it now. I have three more years on my color guard now, and hopefully that will be enough training for the POC. We will see though. Only time can tell. |
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| This is for you sonja. So school is school Waiting to find out what guard im on sucks. I find out the 20th. I still wish I was with the bluecoats on tour........I am having a really hard time adjusting back to the real world umm yeah.....thats about it |
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